now this is weird,
sobrang weird na hindi maproseso ng utak ni donna.
overview :
diosa started working two months ago. in more or less half of that, someone got interested masisissi nyo ba ang diosa?! : diosa nga eh! na wala lang. as in wala lang sa kanya.. shit, old shit lang yon sa kanya, wala! like, ano ba.. can’t you befriend someone who thinks you’re “something”? geez,she doesn’t even want to have a syota much less a boyfriend. ANO BA!! it’s like SUPER EEEWWW. how many times does she have to tell everyone that she don’t need a man (as of now *disclaimer alert), that she doesn’t see herself romantically involve with someone. but don’t get her wrong.. she dates. ano?! further ado pa ba?
okay, so ayon nga, may nagpakita ng interes, well, for those who knew donna, they would definitely understand that she is merely having fun and making friends. nothing more, nothing less bit of kilig won’t hurt : pampahaba ng buhok.. HELLO! there is nothing to it. damn it.
here goes.
she went out with this guy para manood ng live streaming ng boxing sa sosyal na sosyal na ynares. both of them wearing pambahay outfits, walang ligo-ligo, come and go pa sila sa ynares. they didn’t even have a bite. pagdating don laban na.. right after, uwi na. walang masyadong usap-usap. nood lang.
and then the afternoon breaks sa office. you see, there are 10mins breaks na pwede mong gugulin sa labas para maiba-iba naman yung view mo sa loob ng opisina, pwede kang mag-coke sa labas.. the likes. yeah, they’ve been seen together – but, so what? they are not doin’ anything aside from smoking. it’s not like they’re having an affair or something to that effect. isa pa, magkaganonman (rebellion na ito) walang syang makitang masama kasi, wala silang sabit pareho. BOTH. UNATTACHED.
but then again, let’s try to see things from other’s point of view na aminin na ring may malaking-malaking point.
: ang organisasyong pinapasukan ng diosa ay mapanghusga, malisyoso, bobo.
: tanong, kaya mo ba ang eskandalo? *with this, hindi talaga abot ng isip ni donna kung anong klaseng eskandalo yung pwede.. what, that if the ‘relationship’ (if ever) goes south she’ll be branded as the guys girl? that they had sex before? that she’s easy ‘coz she went out with the guy she barely even know?
**how would you know someone if you don’t get to talk to them or be with them? it’ll be like first impressions-ALWAYS**
that.. what else?! wala talagang maisip ang donna na pwede.. and she is trying her damnest to rationalize this ‘coz she don’t want to be unfair or anything. she doesn’t want to be treated that way.
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weirder :
: nakikinig si donna.
: naa-amuse si donna.
: natatawa si donna.
: she is not scared.
: donna is taking everything into consideration but it gets funny everytime she sits and think this through ‘coz it was like seeing a shrink who thinks you’re sick just to pshyco-analyze her.
: she still want to go out with him irregardless of what might happen.. she is her own person and won’t be sway of what others might think of her. she knows herself well. she’ll do as she damn well pleases. no regrets. she is not the type to be orderred. and Higher Up knows she is not doing anything wrong.
: that if she screws up, she screws up alone.
jesus christ, donna don’t want complications.. not in any form!
goddamnit.